Sunday, August 23, 2009

Anger Anger

I barely slept at all last night. A simple fact. I'm deeply troubled at the state of my very good friend. A friend who helped me through an extremely tough time, a person unlike any other person I've ever met in my entire life.

This person is smart, funny, beautiful and much bloody more, so when I see her in trouble and pain it pisses me off to no end. I want to resort to violence, but there is no one really to hit, nothing to break. It's not that easy, it's not that simple.

I feel totally helpless because there's nothing I can do. I want to say more, explain everything but that would probably only end up hurting her if I reveal to much. I've realized so much in a space of a few hours. She really doesn't deserve this, but she is a victim of her circumstances that make her the wonderful person she is... and I feel she is forever destined to repeat her current situation. She is unable to break the predictable pattern. She is chained in a manner beyond physical bondage.

There's nothing I can do.

This post is but a pinprick of everything that's running through my head right now, but I can't even talk about it. Even Worse.


  1. get it out foxt get it out!!!
    tell her and that's the only option left bro.
    trust me on that!!!

  2. It's not what you think dude!

    But Thanks anyway! I see someone is in the land of bliss! LOL